.mirror.

nakaharap ako sa salamin. blanko. gusto kong umiyak.pero artista ba ko? sumasakit ang utak ko. sumasakit ang damdamin ko. pasan ko ba ang buong mundo? o sadyang pinipilit kong pasanin ang mundo?

.crucial.

Damn! I don't know what to do. I am scared and sometimes i really want to cry. Please please... i need strength right now. how do you heal a broken heart? no tranquilizer could sedate this pain in my heart, still hurting each day…i don’t even know if this heart is going to beat again even a bit after you hurt me..the pain of being cheated…i love you faithfully with all my heart but still you’re bleeding me to death..

.kill me.

i want to die right now. can you please kill me now? stab my back or even my chest... i hate it. i hate it when you always see yourself rather than feel me. i hate it when you always say that i don't love you. you're not the one i am wanting for the rest of my life. if you're not the one. i would rather leave you right now. i promised you everything. i even wrote you a letter to tell you how much i love you and how much i want you. but it seems to be ignored by your insecurities. i hate it. if you could only see me. if you could only hear my heart out. as if it was saying "can't you see? i am hurting." stop it. please. stop it. kill me now.

.rain.

hate the rain. hate the traffic. hate it hate it! hate it when someone is tripping. hate it! hate it!