.kill me.

i want to die right now. can you please kill me now? stab my back or even my chest... i hate it. i hate it when you always see yourself rather than feel me. i hate it when you always say that i don't love you. you're not the one i am wanting for the rest of my life. if you're not the one. i would rather leave you right now. i promised you everything. i even wrote you a letter to tell you how much i love you and how much i want you. but it seems to be ignored by your insecurities. i hate it. if you could only see me. if you could only hear my heart out. as if it was saying "can't you see? i am hurting." stop it. please. stop it. kill me now.